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Sunday, January 23, 2011

First love? True love? Puppy love?

Both of you are strangers. It's where it all starts. Not as friends, but as strangers. Then you'd meet up. You'll always have a common friend between you and that person. It will because it's a small world. We are all connected! Then you'll meet him or her, you'll be able to get to know each other and you'll be falling for that person. Courtship is the next step, it is where you'll both have time to know each other better and see if he/she feels the same way for you too. Then you'll be committed with each other. 

The girl will tell all her girlfriends about his new man, she'll be imagining stuffs like what will it be if one day she'll be using your last name. If what will be the face of her first born child. What will it be like spending each day with you. What should she wear just to impress you. She will even post love quotes every single day. Will you like the smell of her perfume? Will it be alright if she won't wear make ups on? Will everything be just fine and will you both stay forever?

And the boy will be very proud of her, tell all his guy friends that you and her are together then he'll be so happy like he just won a billion in a lottery. He'll be daydreaming about what will it be like if he'll marry you and you'll be the mother of his kids. What should his hair looks like just to please you. He'll be so flattered reading your posts in any social network. Then he'll be loving the smell of your perfume. He'll be in love with you each and everyday.

You'll both start dating and you'll get closer every day. You'll be sharing almost everything. From material things to emotion problems. Then the girl will let you meet her family. Let you meet her mom && her dad. Then the girl's sisters and brothers will love you and wants you to be their brother in law. The boy on the other hand will let you meet his mother, then his father. Then his mom will love you, let you feel you're the perfect daughter in law.

You'll both be so in love.. so in love that you can tell she's / he's the one for you.

But as time goes by, your relationship with him or her gets even more difficult.
This is where the boy pays attention to some girls but he still loves you. The girl will have some affairs with other guys because you've been cold lately.

THE GIRL FELT THE "GIRL INSTINCT" FEELING. 
THE GUY FOUND OUT.

yet you both tries to deny it.
until you both lost it. you fall out of love.
the girl waits for his final break up lines.
the boy waits for her last words before goodbye.

But the girl can't do it. There's some reasons why.
Also the guy, he can't handle it.

Though they both keep on trying to work things out, it is JUST not enough to make it through.

THE GIRL WANTED TO END THE RELATIONSHIP BUT SHE WANTS HIM TO END IT.
she dosen't know, the guy is just waiting for his final goodbye

Saturday, January 22, 2011

I won't say (I'm Inlove)

 I won't say I'm inlove,
Even if my smile is boundless whenever I'm with him,
Even if my knees tremble and get conscious when he's staring at me,
Even if a lucid message from him completes my day.

I won't say I'm inlove,
Even if I believe in every single word he utters,
Even if I get anxious when he's not feeling well,
Even if his accommodation in my mind is never ending.

No, don't say I'm inlove
For I don't want to and I'm not denying it
I won't give up, I won't give in
Just don't dare me.
I'll lose if you'll check how I grin.

Then, what is that? That's love! - You'll tell me maybe
I do crazy things to him,I do miss him
He's a friend, a mutual pal
But has the strength to possess my ego
On realizing what love truly means.

I love him, but I'm not inlove with him
Things will fall in the right place at the right time.
Don't expect and you'll never get hurt,
Thus, I believe I'm not inlove but I'm inspired by him.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Almost..

Dear: Cupid, I had him in my arms until... YOU MISSED.

When she holds you close, when she pulls you near. When she says the words you've been needin' to hear. I wish I was her, cause those words were mine, to say to you till the end of time.

NOTHING TO DISPLAY :/

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Truth.

From the Sky

Girls Please read this:
A message from God

No man can ever claim you unless he claims you from me.
I reserved a man for you who has My heart and loves me more than he will love you.
I won't give you unless he asks me from you.
Soon you will know him, I have the perfect time.

You are my Princess, My daughter.
Let no Prince claim you unless he asks you from my hand.
For I am your Father, The King of kings.
You, my Princess, are worth loving.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

The Game.

BF and GF once played a game,

The boy will write the things he like the girl to change. and,
The girl will write the things she like the boy to change too.
After an hour, they trade their work with one another.
The boy started to cry while reading 10 pages work of his gf.
Then his gf also started to cry because her bf only wrote:


"Wala akong gustong baguhin sayo. Dahil minahal kita nang ganyan ka at tatanggapin ko lahat, simula nang sabihin kong mahal kita!"

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Deaf Composer

Ludwig van Beethoven

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was a German composer and pianist. He is considered to have been the most crucial figure in the transitional period between the Classical and Romantic eras in Western classical music, and remains one of the most famous and influential composers of all time.
Born in Bonn, then the capital of the Electorate of Cologne and a part of the Holy Roman Empire of the German Nation in present-day Germany, he moved to Vienna in his early twenties and settled there, studying with Joseph Haydn and quickly gaining a reputation as a virtuoso pianist. His hearing began to deteriorate in the late 1790s, yet he continued to compose, conduct, and perform, even after becoming completely DEAF.

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Beethoven's first music teacher was his father. A traditional belief concerning Johann van Beethoven is that he was a harsh instructor, and that the child Beethoven, "made to stand at the keyboard, was often in tears.


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In March 1787 Beethoven traveled to Vienna (it is unknown at whose expense) for the first time, apparently in the hope of studying with Wolfgang Mozart. The details of their relationship are uncertain, including whether or not they actually met. After just two weeks there Beethoven learned that his mother was severely ill, and he was forced to return home. His mother died shortly thereafter, and the father lapsed deeper into alcoholism. As a result, Beethoven became responsible for the care of his two younger brothers, and he spent the next five years in Bonn. 
Beethoven did not immediately set out to establish himself as a composer, but rather devoted himself to study and to playing the piano. 
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Between 1798 and 1802 Beethoven tackled what he considered the pinnacles of composition: the string quartet and the symphony. With the composition of his first six string quartets (Op. 18) between 1798 and 1800 (written on commission for, and dedicated to, Prince Lobkowitz), and their publication in 1801, along with premieres of the First and Second Symphonies in 1800 and 1802, Beethoven was justifiably considered one of the most important of a generation of young composers following after Haydn and Mozart. He continued to write in other forms, turning out widely known piano sonatas like the "Pathétique" sonata (Op. 13), which Cooper describes as "surpass[ing] any of his previous compositions, in strength of character, depth of emotion, level of originality, and ingenuity of motivic and tonal manipulation". He also completed his Septet (Op. 20) in 1799, which was one of his most popular works during his lifetime.

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Around 1796, Beethoven began to lose his hearing. He suffered a severe form of tinnitus, a "ringing" in his ears that made it hard for him to perceive and appreciate music; he also avoided conversation. The cause of Beethoven's deafness is unknown, but it has variously been attributed to syphilis, lead poisoning, typhus, auto-immune disorder (such as systemic lupus erythematosus), and even his habit of immersing his head in cold water to stay awake. The explanation, from the autopsy of the time, is that he had a "distended inner ear" which developed lesions over time. Because of the high levels of lead found in samples of Beethoven's hair, that hypothesis has been extensively analyzed. While the likelihood of lead poisoning is very high, the deafness associated with it seldom takes the form that Beethoven exhibited.
As a result of Beethoven's hearing loss, a unique historical record has been preserved: his conversation books. Used primarily in the last ten or so years of his life, his friends wrote in these books so that he could know what they were saying, and he then responded either orally or in the book. The books contain discussions about music and other issues, and give insights into his thinking; they are a source for investigation into how he felt his music should be performed, and also his perception of his relationship to art. Unfortunately, 264 out of a total of 400 conversation books were destroyed (and others were altered) after Beethoven's death by Anton Schindler, in his attempt to paint an idealized picture of the composer.

Beethoven was bedridden for most of his remaining months, and many friends came to visit. He died on Monday, 26 March 1827, during a thunderstorm. Unlike Mozart, who was buried anonymously in a communal grave (such being the custom at the time), 20,000 Viennese citizens lined the streets for Beethoven's funeral on Thursday, 29 March 1827. Franz Schubert, who died the following year and was buried next to Beethoven, was one of the torchbearers. After a Requiem Mass at the church of the Holy Trinity (Dreifaltigkeitskirche), Beethoven was buried in the Währing cemetery, north-west of Vienna. His remains were exhumed for study in 1862, and moved in 1888 to Vienna's Zentralfriedhof.

Great isn't it? Someday I'll be more like him. And guess what, one of my composed songs, I didn't know it was Beethoven's. Naah, I want to be his Great great great Grand daughter. Keep Dreaming Jian :)

Fail Jian, Fail.

Alguém disse-me que este aconteceria. Que someday eu me importaria com alguém, e ele feriria. <3

Look into my eyes. Just look, I want you to see how much I care for you, how much I love you. WILL YOU BE MINE? I want to scream, PAIN ransacked my whole being. Don't you know you're my only happiness? He was my whole life before. I don't care if where were you or where we're heading to but I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you. Peter Pan once said that when you close your eyes & think of what you ever wanted to have, you'll fly. But how come when I think of you, I fall? Jeez I MUST be Super Duper Mega Ultra In love with you! Forget the way he said he loved you. Forget the way he kissed and hugged you. Forget all those nights when he held you tight. Remember now he holds her tonight.


You were NEVER supposed to mean this much to me. You can't control how i feel. It hurts like hell to let you go. When I thought that I was not good enough, I remember you said that I was the perfect girl for you. When I thought that I could never make you happy, you reminded that you have never been happier. When I thought that you would leave me, you assured me that you will never leave someone you love. When I thought that you lied about everything, you told me that I was right. And you left. Its painful to fall in love with someone who has someone else, especially if you tried to ignore the feelings. Worst if that someone made you feel as if you're someone special, but then you're just special and NEVER would be love. If only you knew the reason behind why I have to let you go. Loving you was my favorite mistake indeed. 



Shut up! Listen to me. Listen while I play! Will you ever be Mine?