Fail Jian, Fail.

Alguém disse-me que este aconteceria. Que someday eu me importaria com alguém, e ele feriria. <3

Look into my eyes. Just look, I want you to see how much I care for you, how much I love you. WILL YOU BE MINE? I want to scream, PAIN ransacked my whole being. Don't you know you're my only happiness? He was my whole life before. I don't care if where were you or where we're heading to but I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you. Peter Pan once said that when you close your eyes & think of what you ever wanted to have, you'll fly. But how come when I think of you, I fall? Jeez I MUST be Super Duper Mega Ultra In love with you! Forget the way he said he loved you. Forget the way he kissed and hugged you. Forget all those nights when he held you tight. Remember now he holds her tonight.

You were NEVER supposed to mean this much to me. You can't control how i feel. It hurts like hell to let you go. When I thought that I was not good enough, I remember you said that I was the perfect girl for you. When I thought that I could never make you happy, you reminded that you have never been happier. When I thought that you would leave me, you assured me that you will never leave someone you love. When I thought that you lied about everything, you told me that I was right. And you left. Its painful to fall in love with someone who has someone else, especially if you tried to ignore the feelings. Worst if that someone made you feel as if you're someone special, but then you're just special and NEVER would be love. If only you knew the reason behind why I have to let you go. Loving you was my favorite mistake indeed. 

Shut up! Listen to me. Listen while I play! Will you ever be Mine?